Chapter 3
Okay, Clark knew exactly when things changed. In those cheerless days before the official establishment of the Justice League, when criminals plotted, trying to test the new bond between the heroes, during the never-ending meetings with governmental agencies, as the team struggled to prove their legitimacy, following the construction of the Watchtower.
The team was fresh and yet so close to being frayed.
Clark had spent so many days at Wayne Manor, sneaking in through the Batcave. Staring at Bruce, his handsome features silhouetted by the faint light of multiple computer displays.
To the outside world, Clark was the frontman of the Justice League—the charming, winsome, all-powerful, all-American Superman. The Justice League had used his public appeal to win over the globe and to attract and negotiate terms with new heroes who wanted to join the League. But it was Bruce with his intellect, resources and caution who had pieced together the agreements and enforcements that made the League a reality.
The Watchtower, the Justice Charter, and the Hall of Justice were all his machinations. Bruce Wayne was the engine that kept the Justice League running.
They’d always been best of friends, complementing each other in unique ways, but those days at the genesis of the Justice League transformed their relationship into something else. Something special. He’d seen a version of Bruce Wayne no one else had ever seen.
Beneath shoulders that never seemed to drop, underneath that steady, often omniscient gaze, there was a kind, perhaps, uncertain man. For all the intensity that surrounded him, Bruce was gentle, thoughtful, and considerate.
Clark had heard Bruce laugh, in true amusement, a low, subtle rumble. Had heard Bruce make a joke, the surprise forcing a chortle out of Clark. Had watched Bruce cook, seen Gotham’s most feared enforcer work a pan.
Life in those days was akin to living in a haze. He could not tell the days apart, could not tell where he ended and where Bruce began. He’d spent almost all of his waking hours next to the man, listening to his heartbeats and the soft whistle of his breath as it left his lungs, studying the fine lines of his skin, watching his lips as they curved into one of those elusive smiles.
More and more, Clark became immersed in Bruce Wayne until he could barely form a conscious thought around Bruce. He simply spoke, felt, and acted around Bruce, allured by the Dark Knight’s charisma.
It was on one of those eternal nights that the irrevocable damage had been done. Tired from the never-ending list of things to do, they’d crashed on one of the couches in the Batcave. When he’d woken up the next morning, his arm was around the other man. Inhaling sharply, Clark had been struck by the serenity of Bruce’s features, unburdened by deadlines and a superhero persona to maintain.
His jawline was soft, a dusting of dark facial hair beginning to appear, and for a moment, Clark was struck with a sudden urge to kiss him. He had stared at the other man, imprisoned by his desire, until Bruce’s eyes fluttered, wakefulness beckoning him.
Clark had frozen, and then, with the alacrity of a man caught red-handed, shoved away from the couch, accidentally sending the furniture careening a few feet away. Now fully awake and alert, Wayne sat up, eyes scanning the room for a non-existent threat.
When he was satisfied they were safe, Bruce’s eyes settled on Clark, where he sat on the floor.
“Kent, what’s wrong?” Bruce had asked, his voice a deep baritone, husky with sleep.
“Nothing,” he’d answered, too late to be convincing. Bruce didn’t respond, simply staring at him.
Perhaps there was something Wayne saw in his eyes; perhaps it was Clark’s clenched fists; perhaps it was the gentle flush on Clark’s face in the well-regulated temperature of the Batcave that gave him away. Whatever it was, after a few moments, Bruce averted his gaze, and their relationship had changed irrevocably.
On the outside, they remained the same. Batman and Superman. In front of their friends, their relationship was unchanged. They still made playful jabs at each other.
Between themselves, however, nothing was the same. They couldn’t look each other in the eye for more than a second, couldn’t sit together in comfortable silence, couldn’t talk to each other without stumbling over their words. For Clark, it was fear. Because he knew that if he let his guard down, Bruce would see it all.
Now, he stood in the kitchen, pulling out some leftovers to reheat, trying his best—and failing—to block out the sounds of Bruce undressing filtering through multiple walls and into his ears.
He could hear the man take off the suit belt, the sharp sound of gadgets hitting the marble countertop. He could hear the slide of fabric on skin as, one by one, Bruce shed his suit. He could hear when the last pieces of cloth came off, and Wayne stood naked in his room.
He could hear the bathroom door open and the shower start. He could hear Bruce step under the shower, without waiting for the water to heat up. He could hear the cold droplets of water hit Bruce’s skin and the soft groan that escaped from Bruce’s lips.
Clark’s arousal hit him like a General Zod punch to the gut. For a second, his vision whited out, and he blinked rapidly, trying to clear his head. He looked down at the pan he’d been holding, unsurprised to see it’d been twisted into a solid cast-iron knot. Tossing the ruined pan into the trash, he made a wild dash for the entrance of the Fortress and shot into the night sky.
Flying always put him in a better mood. As he trawled through Metropolis skies, he felt the evening breeze rush through his hair and over his face, cooling his mind.
It had always been there. This emotion. He’d refused to put a name to the desire he’d begun to feel coiling tightly in his gut. Those long nights at Wayne Manor, staring at Bruce, feeling the deep baritone of the other man’s voice wash over him. Sharing meals, opinions and secret laughs.
Even as he suspected that Bruce was concealing a piece of Kryptonite, they’d been friends. Best of friends. But now, Clark wanted something more. Something more intimate, something more physical, something more complete. And he wasn’t sure Bruce was willing to give it.
“Damn,” Clark whispered, the word a weak representation of the turmoil bubbling underneath his chest.
He wanted to run his hands through Bruce’s midnight hair, sink his teeth into that pale skin, and stare deep into those grey eyes while he…
Another flash of red-hot arousal had Clark braking suddenly mid-flight, causing a stream of air to slam into him and rush past.
“Deep breaths,” Clark begged himself. “Deep breaths.”
Batman was the world's greatest detective. There was no way he hadn’t noticed Clark’s nascent attraction.
Yet, Bruce had approached him for this mission, had asked for his help. This was a golden opportunity to rebuild the breach in their friendship. If he showed Bruce that he could compose himself and let these feelings go, then perhaps they could enjoy a little of the bond they once had.
He couldn’t think of kissing Bruce, he couldn’t allow his eyes to wander, he couldn’t allow his mind to conjure images of their naked bodies tangled.
He couldn’t ruin this.
Hovering somewhere over the bright, incessant lights of Metropolis, Clark rubbed his face vigorously, trying to regain a modicum of control. After a few moments of head shaking and quiet swearing, he felt calm enough to return to the Fortress.
As he neared the sanctuary, the sounds of life within began to reach him. Bruce was done showering and was dressing in his room. Taking another deep breath to steady himself, Clark slid into the entrance and headed back to the kitchen.
The sooner they had something to eat and parted to rest, the sooner this day could be over.
He’d just taken the pan of potatoes off the heat when Bruce walked barefoot into the kitchen, footsteps strangely rhythmic.
“Smells nice,” Bruce said, leaning on the doorframe.
Clark glanced over his shoulder to smile at the other man, and their gazes met. Bruce’s hair was still wet, dripping water off the ends and onto a…bare chest. The Caped Crusader had evidently thought that Clark’s life was too easy and so decided to forgo a shirt. Instead, he opted to waltz around in a pair of navy blue joggers, which were riding too low on his hips to be modest.
Clark didn’t need his X-Ray vision to know that there was a weapon hidden somewhere in those slacks. Even here in the Fortress of Solitude, Bruce refused to let his guard down. Clark didn’t know if he should be insulted or amused.
Averting his eyes, Clark refocused on the meal in front of him and on counting his breaths. “Yes, I made steak and potatoes the other day. I still have a lot of it leftover.”
“I’ll set the table,” Bruce offered.
Clark nodded, eyes still focused on the potatoes sizzling in the pan. “Thanks. Food’s almost ready.”
There was a pause in which Bruce was undoubtedly taking in Clark’s windswept hair and wrinkled clothes. But the Dark Knight remained silent as he placed the plates and utensils down on the countertop.
Two minutes later, Clark plated up the meal, and they settled into chairs opposite each other on the kitchen island.
Dinner was a silent affair. Tension so thick a knife could be run through it descended upon the pair. For long periods of time, the only sounds to be heard were the chinks of cutlery hitting porcelain dishes as they cut, sliced and stabbed at their meal.
Clark reasoned that this must be some sort of purgatory. Bruce was a few inches from him, yet so unreachable. Stimuli assaulted all of Clark’s senses: the scent wafting off Bruce’s skin, the gentle glow of the kitchen lights reflecting off his translucent skin, and the shadow his wet hair cast over his grey eyes.
There was nothing Clark wanted more than to walk around the island and kiss Bruce until neither of them could think. The desire pulsed and bubbled under Clark’s skin until the urge scalded him, making it almost impossible for Clark to keep still.
Staring at the plate of half-finished food before him, he could only hope that to Bruce, he seemed normal and composed.
The sharp sound of a chair scraping the kitchen floor broke Clark out of his lust-imposed imprisonment. He looked up to see Bruce standing, holding his plate in his hand.
“Thank you for the meal,” Bruce said in that smoky voice, grey eyes unreadable.
“You’re welcome,” Clark responded.
Clark watched from the corner of his eye as Bruce walked to the sink and swiftly washed up, drying his hands on a towel.
“Good night, Clark.”
“Good night, Bruce,” he whispered.
Clark refused to watch Bruce exit the kitchen, but he listened as the kitchen door shut with a click, listened to Bruce’s silent footsteps as Bruce made his way back to his room, listened as Bruce brushed his teeth and listened as the other man slid under the covers.
Appetite ruined, Clark rose from the kitchen table and tossed the rest of his dinner in the trash. He didn’t bother washing the dishes; the kitchen bots would clean up after him. He trudged to his room, passing Lois’ chambers as he did, pausing to pull the door shut.
By the time Clark had showered and sunk into his bed, he was ready for the day to be well and truly over. He needed to sleep, needed his energy for another day of pretending he was not obsessed with his best friend.
If Bruce were here, lying across him on the bed, with those sinfully low joggers…
His cock seemed very onboard with that idea, lengthening and hardening in his pants. Clark flipped onto his stomach and let out a feverish groan into the pillow. Oh, the things he would do to get Bruce in his arms right now, to see Bruce naked, body flushed and willing. To hear that small, drawn-out moan.
He would pin him down to the bed and..
Clark grunted as he rubbed against the sheets, the friction causing his eyes to roll back.
“Don’t do it,” he warned himself, biting down on his lower lip even as his hips remained tight against the mattress. He could not allow himself this release. If he came thinking about Bruce Wayne, he’d never recover from it.
He allowed himself another small thrust before rolling to lie on his back with a moan. His cock was pressed against his left thigh, a throbbing reminder of a desire he didn’t have the right to fulfil.
He closed his eyes and breathed deeply, trying to extinguish the furnace of lust burning within. He’d just finished counting back from a hundred when he heard Bruce’s door open.
Arching a brow in mild confusion, Clark sat up in his bed, listening as Bruce got closer and closer to…Clark’s room?
When the Caped Crusader came to a stop in front of Clark’s door, Clark's first thought was that the other man had heard him moan. But that was not possible, so Clark immediately dismissed that thought.
“I know you can hear me, Clark.” Bruce’s voice, quiet but demanding, sent shocks spiralling down his spine.
Clark threw the covers off and, after a huge breath, opened the door, being extra careful to angle his lower body so that his erection stayed hidden behind the door. There, standing in those joggers that made him look eminently fuckable was Bruce Wayne.
“Hi,” Clark said, unable to think of anything else.
“Hi,” Bruce replied. Tilting his head, he said, “Do you want to have sex?”


